Bodzilla
July 26th, 2010, 06:31 AM
How'ya goin' Mate,
now with that over with your probably wondering what the fuck my thread title is about.
Now a few of you guys know that i've suffered from depression, and it comes back to say hello every now and then, so i've decided to try something just a bit different with my life and i'm gunna see how it goes.
Now "EnRique" as i like to call my depression is a persistent fucker, but i swear to god he's the most boring Split personality you'll ever meet.
let me explain.
Now the single biggest thing that feeds him has got to be, the loop
..stuck in a loop
or the routine.
heres an average day for me:
Wake up at the same time
have a shower at the same time for the same length of time
eat the same shit for breakfast
drive to work at the same time
work for the same cockheads i hate
till i have my break at the same time
when i eat the same shit for lunch
so i can drive back to work at the same time
to work again at the same time
to drive home at the same time
to eat dinner at the same time
to sleep at the same time
so i get to do it all again the next day!! ??
Now tell me people, does any of this sound familiar to you?
*ahem*
Fuck the routine!
So how do we fix this charade of a life? how do we stick EnRique in his dark hole and leave him?
well it's quiet simple really.
Do something productive.
"you mean like surf the forums??"
FUCK NO.
I swear to god if i have to one more time i'll urhgasgjnnerdsomfg.....:maddowns:
Something actually productive.
Now it's pretty simple really, what's an idea, a task, a hobby, a women??? you've been putting off lately, or you've thought of doing something? hell even a pipe dream?
Go out an do it.:iamafag:
Look now it doesn't have to be about saving the world, or the whales or the beaches from ugly people, it can be anything.
"why do this at all? whats the point?"
:ugh:
Well apart from the obvious of getting shit done this is primarily a mental exercise to change a path of focus for yourself and your outlook on life. To be blunt, the routine will kill you eventually, A person is just not ment to be a cog in the machine or a slave to work, or obligations for their entire life.
We're just not capable of doing that shit.
A person has to have diversity, goals ambitions, desire, motivation! in order to live properly, and it all starts with you.
A sense of accomplishment would have to be one of the staples of a sane state of mind. So go out and accomplish something GOD!
As for me?
Quiet simple really, i've started doing other shit, my goal now is to achieve something small each day, so that it will be what i have accomplished that i'll be able to point to as a reason for my existence.
not the machine nature of the routine.
E.G.
i went to a Pimps and hoes party for my girlfriends 18th, and took a cane for my outfit. i borrowed the costume off my neighbour, however the cane broke while i was using it.
real bummer tbh, it was a gift to her for her 50th birthday (even if it was a cheap piece of shit from our china)
so i decided to make a new one for her.
So i went to the back of the shed, found some offcuts of wood, reassembled the lathe machine (wood turner) cleaned some chisels and got to work. I made a cool little design for it, gave it some racing stripes, used red cedar for the shaft, and a silky oak handle.
cut the shit together and joined it.
I just finished shaping, carving, staining and lacquer it and it looks a million dollars, and i bet she'll appreciate it more then just a piece of shit flown over in tonnes from china.
and this was only a few hours work tops.
but even better then that, now i can point to something and say that i achieved something.
I challenge you,
one good deed, task, accomplishment per day, and lets see if we can start something.
now with that over with your probably wondering what the fuck my thread title is about.
Now a few of you guys know that i've suffered from depression, and it comes back to say hello every now and then, so i've decided to try something just a bit different with my life and i'm gunna see how it goes.
Now "EnRique" as i like to call my depression is a persistent fucker, but i swear to god he's the most boring Split personality you'll ever meet.
let me explain.
Now the single biggest thing that feeds him has got to be, the loop
..stuck in a loop
or the routine.
heres an average day for me:
Wake up at the same time
have a shower at the same time for the same length of time
eat the same shit for breakfast
drive to work at the same time
work for the same cockheads i hate
till i have my break at the same time
when i eat the same shit for lunch
so i can drive back to work at the same time
to work again at the same time
to drive home at the same time
to eat dinner at the same time
to sleep at the same time
so i get to do it all again the next day!! ??
Now tell me people, does any of this sound familiar to you?
*ahem*
Fuck the routine!
So how do we fix this charade of a life? how do we stick EnRique in his dark hole and leave him?
well it's quiet simple really.
Do something productive.
"you mean like surf the forums??"
FUCK NO.
I swear to god if i have to one more time i'll urhgasgjnnerdsomfg.....:maddowns:
Something actually productive.
Now it's pretty simple really, what's an idea, a task, a hobby, a women??? you've been putting off lately, or you've thought of doing something? hell even a pipe dream?
Go out an do it.:iamafag:
Look now it doesn't have to be about saving the world, or the whales or the beaches from ugly people, it can be anything.
"why do this at all? whats the point?"
:ugh:
Well apart from the obvious of getting shit done this is primarily a mental exercise to change a path of focus for yourself and your outlook on life. To be blunt, the routine will kill you eventually, A person is just not ment to be a cog in the machine or a slave to work, or obligations for their entire life.
We're just not capable of doing that shit.
A person has to have diversity, goals ambitions, desire, motivation! in order to live properly, and it all starts with you.
A sense of accomplishment would have to be one of the staples of a sane state of mind. So go out and accomplish something GOD!
As for me?
Quiet simple really, i've started doing other shit, my goal now is to achieve something small each day, so that it will be what i have accomplished that i'll be able to point to as a reason for my existence.
not the machine nature of the routine.
E.G.
i went to a Pimps and hoes party for my girlfriends 18th, and took a cane for my outfit. i borrowed the costume off my neighbour, however the cane broke while i was using it.
real bummer tbh, it was a gift to her for her 50th birthday (even if it was a cheap piece of shit from our china)
so i decided to make a new one for her.
So i went to the back of the shed, found some offcuts of wood, reassembled the lathe machine (wood turner) cleaned some chisels and got to work. I made a cool little design for it, gave it some racing stripes, used red cedar for the shaft, and a silky oak handle.
cut the shit together and joined it.
I just finished shaping, carving, staining and lacquer it and it looks a million dollars, and i bet she'll appreciate it more then just a piece of shit flown over in tonnes from china.
and this was only a few hours work tops.
but even better then that, now i can point to something and say that i achieved something.
I challenge you,
one good deed, task, accomplishment per day, and lets see if we can start something.