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Bodzilla
November 21st, 2007, 06:05 AM
14 years ago me, my 2 brothers my sister and my mum hopped in a car to go and spend the Last $20 we had in our bank account.
Best investment we ever made.

we headed out to a breeders Farm where some people where X-breeding Chuowas (fuck spelling) and pomeraniums.
and There she was. a Small little Foxy looking thing with Short thick Brown hair.
The breeders where aiming for the dogs to have full length hair so these dogs (her and the other one) where not suitable.
she came up to my brother who had very severe ADD and she calmed him. it was a weird experience. she was just a Laid-back Foxy little thing with a Crazily human-like Personallity.

So we spent our last bit of money and brought her home. And it's been 14 years of Frustration and Bliss.
The silly Mutt would only do certain things for certain people. there was a sort of pecking order that Most of the family (save my dad, mum and elder brother) where under. so she wouldnt listen to a thing we said. it was >:U! at times but thats how it was.
about 8 years ago we found some Fan-tail Pidgeons discarded on the side of the road. we brougth them back and that started an Aviary, with lots of birds pidgeons and Quails.
this sent the dog mad. absolutely stark raving mad. the second it caught sight of a Quail there was nothing u could do, all u knew was taht she wanted it Bad, and after Devouring about 12 quails we knew just how bad it was. Eyes Glazed over, tongue drooling, lips frothing, ears back and the Tail was just going Nuts.
not much later we started racing pidgeons and her Love of Quails morphed into a pidgeon frenzy. Every single afternoon she would just go insane barking, running around and chasing the pidgeons as they went out. but never Biting them, she knew the rules.
Every now and then while she was running she'd got so into the Pidgeons she completely forgot where she was going. I saw her run Headlong into fences, bricks, doors, pots, fences and one day she suffered the Most dredful thing ever. she fell into the pool.
Hated water, always did. She used to sook as we'd bath her and then get the shits for a day or so and not talk to us.
Bugnests. Bugnests where code for pillows, blacnkets, Nightgowns and basically anything that she would sleep on. but she never slept on the carpet, she was far to Proper for that. so one day my dad took everything off the floor. Cushions, pillows, blacnkets, news papers, back packs and even handbags, and then placed a Swiffer on the ground (thin cloth u attached to a mop sorta thing to sweep up dirt).
Sure enough she would be dammend before she slept on that carpet without something else. and she curled up on that swiffer with great care as we laughed ourselves silly laughing at the dog that Refuse's to sleep on the ground.
Dog of a thousand disguises. One of the little things we used to do with her was pull faces. she always had a sort of snarl where her teeth where a bit crooked and because of the excess Fluff she had (she was a walking barking Furball) we used to distort it a bit to turn her into differnet looking dogs. we had Barbara the sheep, mouse-hunter, speed demon, Husky-dog and millions of other things. This also lead to her Pickigng up tens of thousands of different names. "mammoth killer" when we found out htat a possible theory behind the distinction of mammoths was a tick from dogs, Brown dog, old dog, raccoon dog (when she began to age and she went white)Mutt, and too many other names i dont have time to type. her real name was Candy.

We looked after her well, u couldnt find a more spoiled dog anywhere that wasnt a total bitch. Never bit anyone, and was always Up for a trip to the neighbours.
But after 14 years, 14 fucking years of ettique, always sitting with her legs crossed and tucked up under herslef, Utmost composure while eating, drinking and having careful thought about everything that was going on began to take a toll.
in the last 2 years She began to slide. Her eyesight began to go, she was always Panting, nearly deaf and Smell touch and taste wherent going any better.
i came home at lunch today and saw her for the last time alive. I gave her a good pat and called her a Silly old dog before i went back to work.

then 2 hours ago as i went to Serve up dinner for them i noticed i hadnt seen her. i began searching knowing that she was Deaf and just couldnt hear me. so i started calling louder and more frantically running around the house checking all the spots she slept in, then the Neighbours and then i went back to the Progola (pool area) and found her.
"She always hated that fucking pool, she knew it was out to get her" and there she was, floating in one of the corners.
there was nothing i could do, i was too late and she was gone. and i was on my own.

5 minutes ago we buried her and put her to sleep for the last time. a Place right out next to the Pidgeon pen where she spent so mUch time Futilly chasing pidgeons. We burried her in one of the nightgowns she Spent so much time sleeping on. the Thing wouldnt hit the ground before she was on it Curled up and ready for sleep.

i'm 2 cans down of a 2.7 standard drinks per can Bourban on a wednesday night. i guess it's what i do to cope with something as horrendous as this. because since i was alble to walk, talk and think this dog has been there. always there.
and i'll always miss her.

Good bye Candy.


http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i80/bodzilla_1/IMG_3525.jpg
This is the Last known picture taken of her.
http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i80/bodzilla_1/IMG_3476.jpg
a common "bugnest"
http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i80/bodzilla_1/IMG_3472.jpg
saying hello

i'll never forget you.

n00b1n8R
November 21st, 2007, 06:57 AM
Poor girl :<

don't drink too much if your not planning on calling a sicky (and for that matter, don't drink too much period).

that sucks.

DaneO'Roo
November 21st, 2007, 07:02 AM
:( no Candy....

I petted her just the other day....

thehoodedsmack
November 21st, 2007, 07:16 AM
Chihuahua. Also, that is sad.

Tweek
November 21st, 2007, 08:30 AM
sux.

but keep things relative, it's just a pet.
get a new dog/cat cats are better than dogs anyway.

i know it hurts to lose an animal you love so much.
but i dont think you should booze away the pain.

Dole
November 21st, 2007, 10:37 AM
Hold it right there... 'our' bank accunt?

I'm trusting you had some extra cash in another account, right?

Teh Ganon
November 21st, 2007, 12:45 PM
I feel ya, had to give away my kitteh a few weeks ago. And my mom had to give away her dog. But I didn't really care for it tbh (australian cattledog).

TeeKup
November 21st, 2007, 12:46 PM
Awww. D:

Bodzilla
November 21st, 2007, 02:56 PM
Hold it right there... 'our' bank accunt?

I'm trusting you had some extra cash in another account, right?
Go fuck yourself.

Ok, so i'm lifting this warning. I can understand the way he reacted due to what he's going through, and that it was a misinterpretation of an honest question. ~Timo

Mass
November 21st, 2007, 03:01 PM
sorry dude.

I don't wanna be mean, but those eyes are kinda creeping me out.

Also, the cuteness burns.

n00b1n8R
November 21st, 2007, 04:05 PM
sux.

IAWTP


but keep things relative, it's just a pet.
get a new dog/cat cats are better than dogs anyway.

IDNAWTP >:U


i know it hurts to lose an animal you love so much.
but i dont think you should booze away the pain.

iawtp.

also, I did kind of wonder if by "our" you meant you and your sibblings or your whole family >__>

Bastinka
November 21st, 2007, 05:41 PM
sorry dude.

I don't wanna be mean, but those eyes are kinda creeping me out.

Also, the cuteness burns.
Dogs eyes are always like that when you take pics of them.

Bodzilla
November 21st, 2007, 08:06 PM
it was the last bit of money our entire family had.
i dont know about you, but i wasnt pimping bank accounts when i was 4.

Our other dog is now getting affected by it.
she's been running round the house looking for her. And now she's Panting and terrified as if theres a Storm comming.

DaneO'Roo
November 21st, 2007, 08:10 PM
Hold it right there... 'our' bank accunt?

I'm trusting you had some extra cash in another account, right?


-rep

Yeah, sorry but not everyone is born with 6 figure earning parents.

rossmum
November 21st, 2007, 09:57 PM
Ouch. I know how you feel, about 8 times over :smith:

Pooky
November 21st, 2007, 11:49 PM
:saddowns:

:glomp:

Emmzee
November 22nd, 2007, 12:28 AM
Sadly, I was never as attached to either of my dogs when they died, so it's hard to relate to you, but damn, that sucks.

Dole
November 23rd, 2007, 12:29 PM
-rep

Yeah, sorry but not everyone is born with 6 figure earning parents.
Where the hell was that supposed to have relevance? It doesn't take a retard to notice that a family of five people looking to blow their last TWENTY DOLLARS doesn't make any goddamn sense. My first question didn't even get a real answer.

SnaFuBAR
November 23rd, 2007, 12:41 PM
My friend almost lost his shiba inu the same way. Luckily, I suggested going outside to do some shooting and we saw him barely with his nose above water. We ran over and pulled him out by his front legs and wrapped him up in some towels and brought him inside. to this day he stays at least 5 feet away from the pool.

rossmum
November 23rd, 2007, 12:42 PM
What the fuck does it have to do with you anyway, Dole?

Dole
November 23rd, 2007, 12:51 PM
Concern over why *refer to last two posts*

What does this have to do with anyone in the whole thread outside of two people? By your logic, this thread should not exist in the first place. However, it is here; not for someone's involvement in the event, but for people to extend their empathy and condolences regardless, for which I am here for the former. Don't try to run that "what the hell does this have to do with you" bullshit over me.

rossmum
November 23rd, 2007, 01:03 PM
His family's financial status is not the matter at hand, and he's made it clear he doesn't want it to be.

I suggest you stop pushing the issue.

SnaFuBAR
November 23rd, 2007, 01:33 PM
great post, ross.

sorry for your loss, bod, losing a great pet is always hard.

STLRamsFan
November 24th, 2007, 12:46 AM
I know what it feels like to lose a dog man. A few years ago my dog was put to sleep and I never got a chance to say good bye to her... It still hurts knowing I wasn't able to speak to her one last time. My mom still regrets not telling me she was going to put her to sleep.

ICEE
November 24th, 2007, 01:04 AM
feel for ye. if i lost my dog (@ signature ) I'd lose my mind. sorry man, i've lost 3 of mine already

Bodzilla
November 25th, 2007, 01:57 AM
Concern over why *refer to last two posts*

What does this have to do with anyone in the whole thread outside of two people? By your logic, this thread should not exist in the first place. However, it is here; not for someone's involvement in the event, but for people to extend their empathy and condolences regardless, for which I am here for the former. Don't try to run that "what the hell does this have to do with you" bullshit over me.
There was a good reason i told u to Gtfo-----> before dole.

you should of head my advice, because clearly you have never had the same attention, love or devotion from an animal as i have had.
You have no idea.

and if You had bothered to continue reading you would have known that i Clearly stated that Buying that dog with the very last bit of money we had Was the Single greatest investment we ever made.
so please, delete your posts and go bitch about russians, Fittness, homosexuals and Finances somewhere else.
i'm tired of you.

E: Btw where a family of 6 people. :downs:

rossmum
November 25th, 2007, 02:36 AM
Don't forget sex outside of wedlock :rolleyes:

SnaFuBAR
November 26th, 2007, 12:00 AM
So how you feeling, Bod?

Bodzilla
November 26th, 2007, 12:50 AM
better.

the whole family got together last weekend, had some drinks and remembered her.
twas a good send off. :)

SnaFuBAR
November 26th, 2007, 01:25 AM
that's good to hear, dude. sounds appropriate for such an investment/family member. pets become like family members when they're like that.

Dole
November 26th, 2007, 08:11 PM
1. There was a good reason i told u to Gtfo-----> before dole. you should of head my advice,

2. because clearly you have never had the same attention, love or devotion from an animal as i have had. You have no idea.

3. and if You had bothered to continue reading you would have known that i Clearly stated that Buying that dog with the very last bit of money we had Was the Single greatest investment we ever made.

so please, delete your posts and go bitch about russians, Fittness, homosexuals and Finances somewhere else. 4. i'm tired of you.

E: 5. Btw where a family of 6 people. :downs:
1. Yeah? And what exactly was the reason? Oh wait a minute, you never gave one. Even so, what could've been the reason anyway? I came into the thread and asked an extremely reasonable question about a very real issue that was openly present in your description. The question wasn't sardonic in intent or in manner, nor did it have the gravitas to be received as inappropriate in the current timeframe. And yet, for some fucking reason I take flak anyway. Well that's fucking nice, isn't it?

And now we move onto, "you should of head my advice." I'm going to presume that meant something about taking your advice, but one is left to wonder: what fucking advice could that possibly be? You getting pissy and crying, "go fuck yourself (more than once, mind you)," does not actually suffice as advice, in case you hadn't noticed. Now wasn't that fucking unwarranted or wasn't it? Not only did it tell me you are incapable of answering a simple question intelligently, but it told me you are unable to get a hold of yourself and react to something by taking it with a pinch of salt and in turn be able to think clearly and respond respectably.

You could've answered the questionly flatly, curtly, cordially or however you wanted. You could've brushed off the question and told me "I'm still a little sore over this, I don't want to talk about it now." Concerning the latter, I imagine you saying in the very near future unless I call it out right now, "OH WELL YOU COULDN'T FUCKING TELL I WAS MAD AND JUST STEP OFF?!?! FUCK U SPAMMER GTFO GO FUCK YOURSELF", in which case you didn't take control yourself and didn't need requisite sympathy because you're apparently an internet tough guy and you could truck it on your own.

Hell, even taking into account that you had gotten up the resolve and gone through the effort just to make this thread meant that you were stable enough to bring this out into the public, further nebulizing any reason you may have had to come down on me the fucking way you did. I came into a solemn thread and made an acceptable inquiry, and YOU are the one who brought in hostility. So don't you even dare to try and point me out as some crude, irreverent bastard and demonize me so you could relieve your own memorial preoccupations, you jerkoff.

2. Bullshit I have no fucking idea, you jerk. Obviously you forgot the little tidbit that my entire alias is a commemoration of my dead dog. Don't plead ignorance, because you posted in the same thread not long after me (http://www.h2vista.net/forums/showthread.php?t=4466&highlight=dogs+picture&page=3). Normally, I would'nt have held anyone accountable for not noticing something like that, but the thread was all photos, few words, and roughly thirty posts long by the time you posted. Not to mention the whole point of the thread was an advertisement for finding out who has pets and what they are, and getting a little background on the side. If I hadn't already gone through the same fucking thing, do you think I would've given two shits about checking this thread in the first place? Use your damn brain. I'm not one for whimsically posting in condolence/congradulations threads for the proverbial sake of putting a little +1 into the checker on the blue left-hand column of the screen that says 'Post Count,' unless I'm going to put as much thought into the post as I am with this one, and by now I guarantee you've picked up on that.

I can tell you the date that dog died. The fucking date, the week in relation to the year, the time on the clock, every detail in the scenery as I stepped outside and stood next to the window while my tumored Samoyed was being fatally sedated when I was twelve years old on the Wednesday of the last week of school in seventh grade. What a nice fucking way to end the year. I coudn't tell you me mother's birthdate, my father's birthdate, my sister's birthdate, the day my sister went into the hospital for a supposedly ruptured appendix, the day my grandfather died, the day my great-grandmother died in a urine swamped nursing home four weeks after we left from visting her after two years, the day or month or anything even of when my friend died of leukemia two weeks after I spoke to him for the first time in a year-and-a-half (he had been in the hospital for over a year, and I wasn't even aware he was out until I saw him joining my Boy Scout troop at a weekly meeting and citing to him philosophy from Goethe that was on a banner in our old school's auditorium), but I could recite to you ever last fucking detail about my dog's death, so don't you FUCKING DARE to tell me that I haven't gone through the same thing as you, you prick, DON'T FUCKING DARE. That dog was my baby brother when I was five years old and he was my second father up until a month before my thirteenth birthday, but he was my indubitable companion all of the years in between... while your pooch was only your vulnerable little teddy bear. Don't tell me I don't have experience with this.

The day after he was dead, some kids rowdy for finishing the last two days of school started for some reason or another talking about "killing dogs (but that's another story, for another place)" and scribbling all over the dry-erase board. So over and over again, I hopped up and wiped down all their handywork within a matter of seconds, and over and over againthey kept putting it up. Never did I utter anything about my own dog, because I didn't need the feigned sympathies of a little kid or the annoying little charities they might try to put over me. Never did I start a shenanigan and crack those kids' noses, because I knew that the only way I could've possibly handled it in a manner that wouldn't have dishonored that dog was something I wasn't completely confident in, and so not worth attempting. Never did I cry or make myself look like an idiot, while he was dying for months until the end, or after, for what did that matter? They sure as hell didn't bring him back from the dead, and they sure as hell didn't help to confirm in me the qualities that dog helped invoke after years of companionship and raising each other. Besides, there's a time and place for everything. Oh well, I don't expect anyone to express any more legitimate concern for my story any more than they have for yours, Bodie. Pathos to the impathetic. Whatever, I'm adept at dealing with it; after all, I for one am an Internet Tough Guy.

I kept my composure, and that was in keeping the whole thing private. At the age of twelve, nonetheless. Exactly how fucking old are you, huh? And even you saw fit to announce your whole ordeal to the world, you still broke down like a fucking wuss and started catfighting me. You had better GROW UP, and do it fucking quickly.

3. Obviously I continued reading, you dolt. Why the hell would I have asked the question otherwise? Yeah, I can appreciate the emotional or even philosophical significance behind "that dog was the best investment we made" or "she was definitely worth our last twenty dollars," but pragmatically and realistically you just can no longer sit back and try to play dumb like that or continue to play it down altogether. It's a stark reality, having a family of SIX PEOPLE down to twenty dollars altogether and then spending it on what is YET ANOTHER MOUTH TO FEED.

I'm still waiting for my damn answer, you rude jackass. And at this point, NO, I'm not taking Ross' little input about how "you clearly mentioned you didn't want to talk about your financial status," because quite simply you nver did anything remotely recognizable as such. You were just an enormously obnoxious dick who -rep'd me with a nice little "GO FUCK YOURSELF" comment, and quoted me twice in the thread respectively. Nor did I take to Dane's nasty remark about how "we're not all born with six-figure earning parents." Well, no fucking shit. I'm from a lower-middle class family living immediately in one of the most expensive cities in the world. Do you really think we haven't felt financial strain? Hasn't it occured to you why the 'twenty dollars' thing caught my eye to begin with? I can't help but wonder how you would've reacted had someone like Connor (or Berkut, for laughs) brought up the same exact thing... Maybe it's the 'why' I should be mulling over moreso than the 'how'.

You know that whenever I post something short and to the point and am then even conceivably challenged to be able to proliferate, I fucking follow through, and I follow through drastically. Well, you've got your follow-up right in front of you.

4. Good for fucking you.

5. Btw you mention 5 people in the first post. :downs:

rossmum
November 26th, 2007, 08:25 PM
Dole, shut the fuck up. Contribute something useful to the thread or get out.

Preferably the latter.

You came into this thread, ignored the topic at hand, and went and asked something which any halfwit could see may well cause a problem. And lo and behold, it did, so what do you go and do? Make it worse by continuing to pursue the matter.

You brought it upon yourself, you disrespectful son of a bitch.

Timo
November 26th, 2007, 08:32 PM
Well, uh, OK then. :|